Jeta
-Jeta eshte mundesi ,perfito nga ajo -Jeta eshte e bukur,adhuroje -Jeta eshte ender,jetoje
-Jeta eshte sfide,perballu me te
-Jeta eshte loje,luaje
-Jeta eshte detyre,plotesoje
-Jeta eshte e shtrenjte ,vleresoje
-Jeta eshte pasuri ,ruaje
-Jeta eshte dashuri,shijoje
-Jeta eshte mister,zbuloje
-Jeta eshte dhimbje,sfidoje
-Jeta eshte kenge,kendoje
-Jeta eshte tragjedi,shmangiu
-Jeta eshte aventur,kujdes
-Jeta eshte shum e qmuar,duaje
-Jeta eshte lufte,mesohu me te
-Jeta eshte jete ,lufto per te ..!
Pa ty
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Gjdo dit pa ty eshte si nje dit pa diell
Gjdo mbremje pa ty eshte si nje nat pa yje
Gjdo ore pa ty eshte si nje jete pa ndjenja
Gjdo minut pa ty eshte nje minut si mos te rrisha ne jet
Gjdo sekond pa ty eshte si mos t'me rahe zemra 1sekond
2
Ku do qe jem apo qka bej
Mendimet e mija jan gjithmon te ti
Shum njerznuk po me kuptojn
Me thojn qe te shiqoj ne realitet
Mirpo ne zemren time je ti pran meje,
Ktu te une
Pa ty sdua dhe smuj me te jem
Mos me le vet
<"TE DUA">.
Lost Love
My love for you is so passionate and true
I wish I could prove this to you
I will climb the highest mountain to touch the sky
And bring down that rainbow so high in the sky.
Oh if I could prove to you that my love is real
I'd swim that river oh so wide to prove
That you are my joy and pride
And my love is so real.
But all these things are so impossible for me
To do I can't climb a mountain oh so high and
Bring down that rainbow from the sky, and no
I Can't swim that river that is oh so wide.
But to Prove my love is true and
I really want to be with you is say
I love you and mean it with all my heart!
LOVE OF MY LIFE
Silver streaks of moonlight shine in your eyes whenever you look at me
The sun rises in your eyes my darling
When you dream of holding the moon,
I catch it and bring it to you, wrapped in red-watery rose petals
I lay red roses for your feet to walk on
I see your face on every moonrise
Your face is on every sunrise
My beautiful darling, I can never count the ways I love you
Your eyes sparkle like diamond
Your smile brightens my days like the sun
Love of my life
Sunshine of my morning
Moonlight of my nights
Love Is ...
It's having someone to be with
Someone you can't be without
It's wanting to hold them every second
That's what its all about.
It's the happiness you feel
When everythings gone wrong
It's the way you sit there
And think of crazy love songs.
It's the sadness in your heart
When you know their not there
It's the safeness you have
When you are feeling scared.
It's the hope you have
When everythings gone
It's the dreams you hold
When your alone.
It's having someone to talk to
When noone else is listening
It's being so in love
That nothing in your life is missing.
It's knowing I love you
And I'll love you forever
It's thinking of you every second
Thats what true love is!
Love On The Net
Is this the fire we are playing with...
The one that people talk about?
If this is it..
I want it so bad
I don't ever want it to go out...
To see your name light up on the screen...
Is just the best feeling
I just want to scream...
It just warms my Heart to see that message flash
Knowing its a I miss you or I'll be right back
I know it is wrong...but I want it to last...
To last through the night and into a new day
To feel all your energy that you always portray
My Deep Friendship for you is so honest and true.
I want you to know this...I really do...
You make my mornings so bright and so clear...
I take a deep breathe and I think of you here
You are my soul mate.
Was I searching for you...
Maybe I was...is this all true.
I pinch myself to make sure this isn't a dream
It hurts...so it mustn't have been
I know its real.....as it feels so good
We are one you and me...
Living so far apart....
We may meet one day...
Just you and me
But time will tell
We'll just have to see.
BACK TO YOUR HEART
My heart is but a mere vessel,
tossing about helplessly
in this sea of loneliness.
I long for the winds of your love
to guide me back to the shore,
back to your heart.
BUT, TELL ME ...
I don't know how many sweet words I have conjured into your mind,
But, tell me, do you remember them all?
Relentless of what you do everyday.
Do all the words remain intact within your mind?
Does it please you when you are unpleased?
And does it intrigue you when you are unreleaved?
I don't know how many words I have conspired within a given line,
But, tell me, have you learned them all?
Regardless of what is written,
Do all the words rhyme within the given line?
Does it inform you when you are uninformed?
And does it excite you when you are forlorned?
I don't know how many words
I have said that I can say is mine,
But, tell me, have you heard them all?
Needless of all that have been said,
Do all the words I bestow upon you signal some sort of sign?
Does it merry you when you are sad?
And does it lecture you when you are bad?
I don't know about others but I think we are just fine,
But, tell me, have you told them all?
Heedless of what we do,
Do you know that I am happy just because you are my Valentine?
Does it delight you that I belong to only you?
And does it move you that my love for you is forever true?
Come Closer To Me
Come closer to me, my love.
I want your heart next to mine.
Hold me close in a warm embrace,
While our two nude bodies entwine.
You caress my body with your fingertips,
Then slowly your lips meet mine.
I can feel those exotic feelings,
They feel oh, so simply divine.
Come closer to me, my dear.
I have so much love to give.
I want to keep sharing it with you,
As long as we both shall live.
IN MY HEART
In my heart,
I hold your love close,
It's your love that I need the most.
I sit here as I watch the sunrise
In the morning dew,
I see the tip of it looking like a flame,
As I'm feeling this burning love for you.
I sit here alone with all my thoughts of you,
Watching the sunlght begin to fill the room.
Thinking of our future,
And all the things that we will do,
You holding me in your arms,
Your heart beating against mine,
As we get lost in time.
As I dream of that distant place,
Where you will always be mine.
In my heart you will always be,
The one, the only one for me!
I don't look forward going through the day,
Knowing you're not here with me.
Thinking of the endless hours,
And the days dragging by.
Why does it have to be this way?
I have a wish for you and me,
And I hope that the good Lord grants it,
For you see,
I wish that you would bring your love to me.
In my heart,
You will never leave,
So I don't have to grieve,
In my heart,
You're my only one,
And I want you with me always,
Till all our days are done.
LOOKING THROUGH MY EYES
Like the nights before today,
The memories of you and me haunts me again like yesterday,
Tomorrow will bring more sorrow,
Of the love that I see no more,
The morning sun that rises brings no longer the ray of light,
Hiding itself behind the clouds,
The nights that felt so warm before,
Now cold and harsh,
I searched my soul to find myself,
And the journey never seemed to end,
For I lost it not in me,
But I lost it in you,
The mornings will never be the same,
The evenings only brings me more pain,
Only when I close my eyes,
Can the storms calm itself,
For it is when you are in my arms,
Where you whispers those words of love I long to hear,
Where you heal me with your touch,
Where my dreams are reality.
LOVING YOU IS EASY
There is so much I want to share with you,
But my words are lost within me
I have so many emotions
How do I make you see
Life is not that simple
Hear this from my heart
Our love will concur all
As we stand here at the start.
Not speaking to you is killing me
You there and me here
But one day soon that will change
And I will finally have you near.
The Angels they did send you
The day that we met
Our love will last forever
As in concrete it is set
Come fly, fly with me baby
Oh come fly with me
We can explore our love together
And set our emotions free
For the skies are without limits
And the tree tops we sour too
Perched upon a branch
Our love is forever true
I never meant for this to happen
But I am sure glad it did
Hearing your love and laughter
Makes me feel like a kid
Please never doubt my love
What is shared between you and me
Cause I am here to hold you
You just wait and see
But for now, I have to be patient
And except our destiny
But I promise you this my darling
You are forever within me
Meet Me
Meet me in the shadows of your heart,
The place only you and I know exists.
Take me with you and hold me in your arms.
Meet me in the stars above,
The place the highest goals live.
See the light of love shining in my eyes.
Meet me at the ocean's edge,
The place where the water cleanses.
Take me to a place of absolute purity.
Meet me at the forest's clearing,
The place where the trees part.
Where we are sheltered and safe.
Meet me in the billowy clouds,
The place where heaven and earth touch.
Dance with me in the sky and share our joy.
Meet me on the mountain's peak.
The place where you can breathe deeply.
Inhale my essence and make it yours.
Meet me, my love....
Anywhere, anytime, anyplace.
Share my soul and be one with me.
One More Chance at Forever
Our first marriage has ended, time for new endeavor.
It's time again to say our vows, one more chance at forever.
We must go forward, knowing what the past has brought us.
The past is what we learn from, not forgetting what it taught us!
Did we really learn enough, from all of our mistakes?
It's obvious we're taking a chance, no matter what it takes.
We'll need to talk more, that's one thing it will take.
We'll have to work things out, because everything's at stake.
The road ahead is rough, good and bad times will be.
We'll go through it together, our love was meant to be.
Life is what we make of it, not knowing what it brings.
It comes and goes very fast, even sad sad things.
A time will come in our lives, when we are old and gray.
We'll remember the good times, with each passing day.
When this day comes, I promise you will see.
We made it together, just you and me.
We are getting married again, we'll give it one last try.
I will show you tears of joy, not sadness when you cry.
One day we will ask the question, was it really worth the chance?
The answer comes from the heart, at least we gave it a chance!
This journey we are taking, is only for you and me.
A true reflection of our love, for everyone to see!
My dream is coming true now, you are standing next to me.
I hope and pray that you can see, all that you mean to me.
Let's start our new journey, forgive all of our pasts.
Our love is worth more, so let's make it last.
I want to say one last thing, before the words "I Do".
Whatever happens don't forget, my Love for you is true!
Secrets of My Heart
Why does my heart still hold on to you
At every waking moment, in everything I do
Why do I have to see your face all day
And if you knew, what would you say?
My heart breaks in two when I see her with you
And I think to myself, what didn't I do
I wish I could somehow turn back the time
And relive one second when you were mine.
I wish no one ever had to know
The feeling of lovesick pain from head to toe
Like someone rips out your heart and tears it in two
And sit back and watch is all you can do.
In my dreams you say those words I long to hear
And when I look in your eyes, I know you're sincere
So I'll see you later, when the day is through
When I'm asleep in my bed, dreaming of you.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tani esht mesnate Une si gjithnje jam ne mes yjeve_ me ty Dhe fantazit e mia me lene pa gjum Ne lumin e dashuruar Notoj me peshkun tim te preferuar Dhe me vjen nje delfin Me butesin e tij me pushton E une jepem per te vetmen dashuri Qe e ruaj me shum zili Ne zemren time te mbyllur me dry Ku nuk mun te hy njeri per veq teje Ti je aj qe ma mbush zemren lumturi Dhe ma zbraz dhe me le si femi Me shkrimet e mija per dashuri ..
Nje dite kur do te degjosh zerin e kembanes se vjeter, zerin me te dhimbshem te saj, rri e qete dhe prit nje lajm... Se atehere do te vij dikush nga mbrapa, dhe dhimbshem do te thote:"Vdiq Ai"!!! Ai qe gjithmone te deshte... Atehere eja dhe afroju kufomes time, afrohu dhe mos ki frike se edhe i vdekur te Dua. Zbuloma fytyren dhe me puth, me puth dhe largohu... Qe ate dite harroje varrin tim dhe jeto e lumtur,gezohu... Qe nje dite me gezimin tend te gezohem dhe Une...
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Jeta eshte si dallge qe hidhet ne breg, Jeta eshte si loder qe gjithkush e prek, Jeta eshte nje enderr nje shpres e larget, Jeta eshte dashuria nje bote e zdrazet..
Ne driten e henes qe mbart mejera imazhe, vec per ty mendoj Ne heshtjen e mbremjes qe mbart rruga ime, vec emrin tend belbezoj Ne dritaren gjysem te hapur me ankth pritjeje vec ty te pres Kur te shoh qe vjen ndihem tmerrsisht i hutuar, dhe harroj te te pershendes.
Nuk e di kur erdhe As nuk di kur shkove Veq nje e di Nje gjurme e madhe nga ty Mbeti ne mua Kthehu dhe shlyeji ato vrrage Se s'kam force te jetoj pa ty...
Lexo kete mesazh qe del nga shpirti im e ne me do ruaje si kujtim. Grise ne s'me do, beje cop e therime, po bashke me te ta dish ke thyer zemren time.
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"Momentet kur me mungon me shume jane ato kur te mbaj ne krahet e mi..."
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Ai qe me shume me Merziti me nxiu e me mundoi, Ai njeri kurre nuk me"urreu" e kurre nuk me "DASHURO"
Megjithese me lendove deri ne qelizat me te thella te shpirtit, nga zemra ime, kurre ske per te dale. Ti do te jetosh perjetesisht aty, derisa ajo te dale.
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Per ty
Te shkruaj leter ty smundem, S'mundem qofte dhe nje fjale Do te trishtoheshe nga lotet perzier me germa, E di, do shkreheshe patjeter ne vaj. Por une nuk dua te te trishtoj ty Ndaj po e pertyp te cmendurin mall. Lotet po i derdh diku Dhe letren po e dergoje te bardhe.
Heshtja me dhemb
Koha po kalon e vuajtjet e mia gjithnje e vin duke u shtuar. mundohem t'i shkruaj disa fjal te bukura, por ti prap hesht. Heshtja te duket menyra me e bukur ne jete! Perse nuk lufton per dashurin tende te jetes?! Lufto se afer e ke burimin. Gjykoje veten, mblidhe veten se qka je duke bere dhe mos rri ne heshtje! Thuaje te verteten,te miren a te keqen ne syte e mi.
TE PRES ME KURORE
cdo mengjes e vej gishtin mbi daten e dites i humbur
cdo mengjes e vej giashtin ne mes te mendimit si kujtim ia le vijat e identifikimit
cdo mengjes mendoj per mengjesin nen hije
cdo mengjes ngritem me ankth mendimesh per te kthjellur mjekulliren
cdo mengjes i hapi syt per te mprehur shikimin ne realitetin ngjyrndryshem
cdo mengjes e vet gishtin mbi daten e dites per te par fuqin e shpirtit ne dridhjet e buzes se njome ne pritje gjer ne bashkimin e enderres me realitet
cdo mengjes
"Te dua shpirt Shum larg te kam Me kilometra Pore ne zemer
Ase me milimetra Asgje nuk du prej teje Vetem me te pase afer meje"
DASHURI E FSHEHUR
Te dua le te di qdo kush edhe pse emrin e dashur haptaz smund te them por e din se ne zemer te kam e emri aty ka vler se dashuria jone nuk ka kufi edhe pse fshehurazi naten te vij vij ne krahrorin tend te nxeht me ato puthje qe vetem ti mi jep me ato ledhatime qe te dy kemi e ashtu te perqafuar fshehurazi ngelim buzet e tua te ngrohta trupin ma perkdhelin duart e tua perqafimin e vjedhin zemrat tona rahin sikur te terbuara vetem e vetem kur duart i kemi te bashkuara a thua deri kur keshtu fshehrazi do te dua a thua se nje dite te gjith do ta din se per ne te dy kjo ka qen dashur
Me buzqeshe me fillim, tu afrova pa qellim, ta pelqeva thjeshtesin, ndaj dhe lidha miqesin, ne fillim e kam kuptuar, se me te vertet te dua,
Mendova qe nuk ka kuptim, me te than se te dua, per qdo nate vetmije, per ty kam enderruar, po nuk kam besuar, se endrrat e mija kurr,
Ne ket nate te qet, pran dritares qendroj, shiqoj yjet lart, dhe per ty mendoj.
u beh koh e gjat, qe je larguar, u ben disa e muaj e dashur, qe nuk te kam takuar,
Rangut te verberve une , i kam taku se syt emi, e dashur i morre ate dit, kur me je largu,
E tani une foton tende, ne duar e mbaj, dhe prej se largu, une e perqafoj, nga zemra te fala, dhe te puthura te dergoj
Kur te vdes a do te vish?! Kto kujtime a do tmi bish?! Permbi varr me mi lexu, Dhe une mbrenda me vajtu!!!!!
Te dua te pres e svdes! Kujto eren e malit, Kujto eren e leht, Kujto Zemren time per jet. Ah sa nat e lumtur Ah sa nat e qet gjithmon te kujtoj, Nga ora 00:00 !!!!!
Deri kur ne Kujtime, Deri kur ne vetmi? Deri kur Zemra ime dot qan per ty? Jo nuk kam Zemer, Te them TE DUA..... Por Zemra ime po te pyet sa me don ti mua ?????
Tisha kan shqiponje Dhe me Fluturu, Isha ardh te ti, Ni puthje ngjum me ta dhuru. Ne sy te kisha shiku, Me Zemer dhe, shpirt Tkisha perqafu !!!!!!
Ne ket nat me shi Malli me ka marr per ty. Ne ket nat me shi Un mendoj per ty. Ne ket nat me shi Eja mos me le ne vetmi. Se ZEMRA ime TE DON VETEM TY .....
Lumi rrjedh uje, Zemra pikon gjak, Dua te te shohe Por jemi shum larg, Me thik me me therr, Aspak nuk ankoj E vdekur gjithnje, Per TY dot mendoj !.
Besen ma ke dhan, Qe nuk ke mem lane, Nese me harron Zoti te denon ! Mos shiqo kto vargje Te shkruara me shkrim Por dashurin ndaj meje Deri ne vdekje Mbaje si kujtim !!!!!
100 i mendova, 10 i shiqova, 1 per jet un e dashurova. TE DUA pa mas, TE DUA pa dallim, TE DUA ma shum Se sa shpirtin tim.
Fotografin tende ne dor e mbaj Kur te shiqoj filloj te qaj. Te qaj se shum larg je qellua, Por te betohem i dashur Se kurr per jet skam Me te harruar !!!!!
!!! Kur te dashurosh Ulu dhe mendo !!! Thauj vetvetes Ruaju mos gabo Flaja dashuri Sa leht shqiptohet !!! Por dashurija e vertet Shum veshtir mund te fitohet !!!
Nese une do te vdes Me mbulon dheu i zi, Mbi varrin tim Do ta shkruaj Te kam dashur vetem ty. Thikat i duroj, Plumbat i pranoj, Por te ndahem prej teje As qe e mendoj !!!!!
Hape Zemren dhe vajto. Hape Dritaren dhe shiqo, Hape letren dhe lexo, Te kam ZEMER mos HARRO !!!!!
Ti je shpres Ti je gzim, Ti je loqka e shpirtit tim, Te kam han E te kam drit Te kam zemer E te kam shpirt, Mbes me shpres Dhe pa durim Qe,te me behesh FATI IM !!!!!
Zemra ime e dashur pse nuk ke aspak meshir tere kohen ty ta kushtoj asnje cast smund tet largoj.. Ah zemer pse vepron ashtu une te desha si asnje tjeter ti kete mire e dine... Shpirti im une nuk desha tet lendoj,perkundrazi une te desha pa mase nuk me kuptove... Ah jeta ime te kame thelle ne shpirtin tim kete vec ty e dine.. Zemra ime nuk ishe i vetmi qe me deshe por ishe i vetmi qe te desha nuk paska mjerim me te madhe se sa nje kujtim i lumter ne keto dite te dhembjes...
Pa Ty...
Me buzqesh pak qe te mundem edhe un te te qeshi me shiqo pak qe te mundem edhe un te te shiqoj
Me fal nje pjes te zemres tane qe te mundem edhe un te jetoj
Mi fal dy syt e tu te zi qe te mundem edhe un te ti shiqoj
Se pa ty jam e verber as e gjall e as e vdekur gjall e varosur ne shpirt e sakatatosur
Lindi nje dashuri e fort si guri dashuri e thelle qe smunde te shkatrrohej kishte ndjenja ne dy personat qe duheshin me te vertet e donim njeri tjetrin.
Edhe pse jetonim larg njeri tjetrit zerat e tone cdo dit ishni bashke me puthjet qe i kishim permes telefonit nga dashuria e madhe imagjinoja sikur buza ime i bashkangjitej buzes saj.
Cdo dit e me shum dashuria shtohej sun rrinim as nje minut pa e ndegju zerin e njeri tjetrit isha i gezuar sa qe sdi si me pershkru veq e them fjalen se shum TE DU.
E caktuam edhe daten per bashkimin tone edhe oret i numroja qe koha tme kalone na mbeten plot edhe njezet e shtate dite qe te vi njezet qershori per me u bashkangjite.
Por diqka ndryshoj dhe erdh e papritur me do mosmarrveshje duke u habitur nuk e besonim se po perlahemi por erdh dhe fundi ku duhet te ndahemi.
Tash po rri dhe vetem lotoj dot jet ma mir qe tmos jetoj let shendrrohet jeta ime ne varr e dashur te lutem me fal.
Duheshte te pershendetemi me fjalen LAMTUMIRE asnjeri sun e thoshim se e kishem veshtire edhe pse ndarja te na sundonte prap se prap fjala TE DUA egzistonte.
Kete poezi kur te kesh me lexu besoj qe din se kush ta ka shkru emri yt ne zemer me rri jeta ime veq eshte tu u shkri...
NESE TI DO TE VISH UNE ME TY DO VIJE NESE TI DO TE ME DUASH UNE ME SHUME SE TI NESE TI DO TE VDESESH,UNE GJITHASHTU NESE TI PRAP DO KTHEHESH DO TE MEGJESH KETU,
Kur ti je larg e nuk me flet, me behet dita 100vjet. Lus perendin te vije aj qast, un dhe ti te jemi bashk, do te shkruaj tash vetem per ty, se dashuria nuk ka kufi.
Deshiroj edhe nje her te me perqafosh, ndjenjat e mija ti mi zgjosh, deshiroj qe pran meje te qendrosh, e jo vetem letra tme dergosh.
Koha po kalon ti nuk je tuj ardh, a e din i dashur malli sa mka marr??!! Te dua me shpirt e jo per pasuri, qka me duhet jeta kur nuk te kam ty?!
E quaj botë sepse ne atë jetoj dhe jetë e quaj kur e dij se e dua ose kur me vjen ne fyt i them : Ti je armiku i im e dij se e verteta gjindet ne brendesin e time qe nganjehere se kupton se pse boten e jeten i kam me veti qdo here ose pse ato ; Nganjeher janë armiku i njeri tjetrit.
E quaj dashuri edhe pse e dij se embelsira e saj behet nganjehere e idhet por e dua dhe ne kete jetë pa helmin e saj nuk jetoj.
E quaj gezim edhe pse e dij se fjala e tillë eshte edhe shok i hidherimt qe vjen me kohen dhe kalon me kohen.
E quaj edhe veten rob i ketyre edhe pse e dij se ndaj robris duhet luftuar.
NGA KJODASHURI MARR FUQI E RRJESHTA BUKURI -GENTILECE-VETMI QE PAGUAJ ME CMIMETE LARTA DITEN ME DHIMBJE E NATEN ME PAGJUMESI E SHKRIM .
UN DO TE JAP ZEMREN TIME UN DO TE JAP TE QESHURA TE PA HARRUSHME DITARIN E NJE SHPIRTI PERKDHELJE TE NDRYSHKURA E DUAR TE FORTA SHPALL KU TEMBAHEDH GJITHMON NJE LIS NJE STAN E NJE UJK PER SHOK.
un te shikoj e tedua te lexoj syt e degjoj vetmi te mendoj e flas vetem ne rrjeshta te vjeter ne nje gjuh te re . qe ti kurr nuk do lexosh. vuaj pa ty vuaj ne shpirt vuaj per ty qe me hape porten e dashuris qe me ngrohje zemren me dielline dashuris , po tani cfar me ngeli mua vetem endrat qe per ty kisha shkruar?
nuk kam te drejt te them sa shum te dua nuk dua te them pse ti qan per mua nuk dua ta di pse je larguar ne zemren time je dashuruar
shum je i bukur shum je i rendesishme shum te kam dashur ne poezin time shum te do kjo zemer e shkret qe spo do me dit as me vdek shum te dua dhe shum te urrej
shum po qan kjo zemra ime tashme jeton vec me kujtime te kujton ty kur ishe e qet e ne ket gjoks doje me fjet te kujton ty kur mua me thoje ti ben nje pem ne dimer te lulezoj. i pasur esht dielli qe na ngrofi e pasur esht hena qe na ndricoj e pasur eshte zemra qe ty te dashuroj
vuaj posht nje prese nje dashuri qe mendon me zemer vuaj ne kujtime kur mendoj se nuk kam me zemren time ne ty po vdes ngadal nje shpres qe kurr ska per tu ngjall.
rrim gjithmon afer kujtimi im i ecmendur me ate kujtim me te shtrenjt se floriri perkdhelja jote gervish me shumse hekuri rrjeshtat e mi nuk jan me fustani i saj .
EDHE FJALET E MIA NUK KAN ME SHIJEN ETRUPIT TEND
CESHT JETA PA DASHURI?
e kam mohuar, e kam perzen e kam dashur , e kam urryer me ka dhen dhimbje me ke dhen emocione te lendon e te sheron.
pse ky emocion nuk me len te jetoj pse pa te dot nuk jetoj pse kurr e urrej e kerkoj pse te dua edhe kurveten e shkatroj pse un ndjenjen ta mohoj dhe un vet shpirtin ta mallkoj
e shtyj e perplas me ze te lart i flas po prap perball ajo syt i perplas nuk te dua nuk te kerkoj me kembgulje e mohoj po prap kurr se harroj ah dashuri sa shum per ty do maj zi.
je qorre e qesharake je dinake e kurr su plake per ty bejm lufta per ty jetojm per ty vuajm dhe veten shkatrojm a lum si ai qe ty te ka provuar ah mjer si ai qe ty te ka provuar se kurr per jet pa ty ska per te jetuar.
MOS ME KERKOTELUTEM NEN DHE UN DO FUTEM NE DETIN PA NGJYR SE NUK KAM ME FYTYR.
ME GJOKSIN PERPARA I FRYR SI HERKUL PA DASHJE TE THASH MUA SDO ME KESH KURR + NUK ISHIN FJALT E ZEMRES AS ATO TE SHPIRTIT DOLEN NGA GOJA IME PO NUK I THASH UN KURR
E DI DO ME KERKOSH NDONJE DIT TE MARR E ZEMREN AKOMA DO TA KESH SI ZJARR
NE ZEMREN TIME E DASHUR RRENJET I KA VEN NJE AJZBERG I VJETER DHE NUK KA ME VEND AS PER AT FJALEN- NUK DO TE DUA ME ASKEND
TE KAM DASHUR SI JETEN ME SHUM SE VET VETEN DHE DUA AKOMA ATO DUAR TE NJOMA QE PERKDHELJA E TYRE KISHTE SHUM AROMA
KE SJELLUR PRANVEREN NE FUSHT ME LULE ATY KU NJE HER TI U PERULE - NJE LULE NE DOR KISHTE SHUM KUPTIME DHE ME PREKE ATY KU TANI KAM NDERTUAR KESHTJELLEN TIME .
KJO DASHURI-GJITHMON-JO QE NUK DUHET KAFSHON FRENAT -RRITET GJITHMON E NUK MUND KURR TE SHEROHET -KURR TE VDES- KURR TE GEZOHET KJO DASHURI E GABUAR JO I THEM GJITHMON PO- AJO UL KOKEN SHTRIHET ,FSHIHET DHE ME SULMON PAPRITUR KUR UN NUK E MENDOJ KUR MENDOJ QE E KAM MUNDUR KJO DASHURI KAQ E CMENDUR KJO ZEMER PA TRU QE EDHE SHPIRTIN E KA BINDUR TE MEKOJ NE LABIRINTET E JETES NUK DUHET I THOT JETES TE THUASH SHUM PREMTIME TE BESH SHUM TRADHTIME PO CDO MBRET THOT TE VETEN E ASNJI SE KOMANDON DOT GJITHMON JO -NDOSHTA ESHTE MIR GJITHMON JO -NDOSHTA ESHTE KEQ!!
nese truri jot eshte i ndezur naten nese zemren e ke len ne kosov nese ajo nuk te shkruan me e te tradhton nese ne sy ke qiellin e kosoves nese mendon intensisht shqiperin nese je plot me shtiza me ago e kujtime nese bertet po bota eshte shurdhe nese ke humbur gruan shok e nje vlla nese je pa lek e pa deshira nese ke frik shprerson , gjuan e prap frik ke nese flet shpesh me veten tende nese ke ngelur vetem si nje ujk nese voton e pendohesh e nxehesh nese ke ne raft xombi mumie e kunguj te kuq nese kurr sje shitur nese keni qene i gezur nese je shoqeruesi i jetes tende nese ke dhene ndonjehere vetem nje grusht nese i ke dhene ndonjeres edhe vetem nje shpull nese ke luftuar injorancen e armatosur nese te kujtohet se si shkruhet shqipja e te vdekurve nese je i papun nese ben te qeshin buzet e vajzave nese i flet murit e ai te perqesh nese don tani edhe vetem me shikim nese mban kurbetin ne zemer nese don si un te gjitha vajzat nese - edhe pse don -injoron genjeshtren nese -nuk arrin te urresh nese rreshqet mbi ty uji i kohes nese flen ak
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